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Live @ CJSW 04​/​19​/​2019

by Future Womb

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Dear Dear emotional being I'm sorry that you thought that was the way it felt to have somebody care I'm sorry that you gave so much of your life away to this creature This creature who lives In others' folds and lies it's way inside your thighs until the guilt makes it too tired To try Apparently it gets better So long as the cycle doesn't just keep on spinning I don't wanna hurt somebody like it hurt me I've been bit Now I'm scared I'll get hungry Hungry Am Am I doomed To rinse and repeat this frailty? I trusted with every fibre I quieted the doubts I snuffed my own flame I'm a good student that way I learned to question my own intuition But it was crystal clear and so right Fuck Apparently it gets better So long as the cycle doesn't just keep on spinning I don't wanna hurt somebody like it hurt me I've been bit Now I'm scared I'll get hungry Hungry I made myself a ghost I stood in the shadows for you I let you be louder than me I I held you up higher than me For three years But I guess I should thank you For the mercy The mercy killing Thank you Apparently it gets better So long as the cycle doesn't just keep on spinning
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When sleep hits everything slips away And I feel I can forget my real day As I fall into dream state Where it's very clear who I am and what I need to do And when I go through the day for the second time that night I am ready for the carnage I am armed, and I'm a straight shooting sun of a gun I'm trying to talk this guy down, but he won't let us go Won't stop holding our lives in the balance I have no choice So I point And it clicks And his gun lets loose But I know where the bullets will be And we dance And I feel their jet streams like ribbons around me Tickle my cheeks and my ribs lift my hair I'm a goddess He's infinitesimal Finally My ammunition releases like a flood A flock of crows leaping from my barrel The scattering, the smattering, the spattering And in the shock I misstep the dance And the blood trickles down and my vision is dark Everything is so calm Everything's okay now I did the thing Now we can move on The blood is running down my face As I run blind throughout the place I'm erupting No one falters What the fuck holy fuck holy fuck Wait Am I real? Am I part of this world? Hey, can you see me? Hello, can you see me? Hello, can you see me? And I awake And it's the classic twist in the story That this Slow-burn plot-line is the real life What a drag How cliche Guess I'll go on With this day
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Slam the door and Wake the neighbours up, wake their babies up Feel the rage and Tear my body up, tear the pages out Break something You can't replace, and won't replace Make something Say sorry for the way you acted Choke the feelings down Choke the feelings down Choke some water down Choke some water down Feel the siren's swell Feel the siren's swell Tear the safety off I'm having ideations And I'm crying Wah Wah Wah I'm having ideations And I'm crying Wah Wah Wah Dive into the black Dive into the black Let it tear me up Let it tear me up Dive into the black Dive into the black Wah Wah wah wah wah wah Wah Wah wah wah wah wah Wah

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Performed live on the air with Glass Ceiling, hosted by Audrey Niksic, at CJSW on April 19th, 2019.

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released February 19, 2020

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Future Womb Calgary, Alberta

Future Womb is the haunting, groovy, and rebellious brainchild of Mikaela Cochrane, and collaborators Jordan Moe (guitar), Michael De Souza (bass), and Andrew Ellergodt (drums). Future Womb’s debut album, BABYGIRLGALACTIC, was released April 19, 2019.

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